scandalous romance

Kamis, 30 September 2010

so many memories watching this

THIS WAS SERIOUSLY THE BEST SHOW EVER UNTIL THEY MADE ALL GROWN UP SHIT OR WHATEVER THEN STOPPED MAKING REAL RUGRATS

{05.18}

conversation between ex's

girl: your new girlfriend is pretty. (i bet she stole your heart)
boy: yeah, she is. (but you’re still the most beautiful girl i know)
girl: i heard she’s funny & amazing. (all the stuff i wasn’t)
boy: she sure is. (but she’s nothing compared to you)
girl: i bet you know everything about her by now (like how you knew just about everything about me)
boy: only the stuff that count (i can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when i think of you)
girl: well, I hope you guys last. (because we never did)
boy: i hope we do too. (whatever happened to me & you?)
girl: well i got to go. (before i start to cry)
boy: yeah me too. (i hope you don’t cry)
girl: bye. (i still love you)
boy: later. (i never stopped)

taken from tumblr

{03.45}

Rabu, 29 September 2010

WOK; a place to remember

"terus mereka juga berusaha bikin aku mati kekenyangan pas makan, ngambilin nasi goreng buat aku banyak banget. aku jadi ngerasa mirip anak dari ethiopia yang menderita kelaparan dan jadi lebih menderita lagi karena diberi makan berlebihan."

mengutip dari blognya mosh

hahahahah kita mesen dua porsi buat dibagi 4

tapi gara gara porsinya WOK yang jumbo abis, dan ADA BAWANG GORENG di nasi gorengnya, jadi males makan. akirnya aku cuma makan pinggirannya yang bebas dari bawang muahahaha

mosh pertama cuma ngambil dikit banget

setengah porsiku kali. gila aja, cowo makannya kalah sama cewek -_-

akirnya brubung nasinya sisa banyak banget, dengan niat super iseng, smua sisa nasi gorengnya aku tumpain deh ke piringnya mosh! NYIEHEHEHEHEH

kalo udah dipiringnya mau gamau pasti dimakan kan?

nyahaahahah

pesan buat mosh: makanlah yang banyak SUPAYA KALO AKU PUKULIN TANGANKU GA SAKIT! gila mukulin kamu kayak mukulin tembok, tulang smua

WEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE

{05.27}

Senin, 27 September 2010

sutos 25.o9.1o

M.O.S.H
M:Mulute rek onok antinge
O:Orang e guendeng
S:Setan e setan
H:Huancik! suangar !

kekekekek

tanggal 25 september ga bakal aku lupain!

hari yang super gila, penuh ketawa ketawa

Mosh dateng sama 2 biji temennya, kevin sama alex namanya (kalo ga salah)

pertama kita berlima

aku, ce smie, mosh, dan 2 buah temen mosh

kita pertama cangkruk di wendys

ngomongin hal hal absurb dan SANGAT tidak penting sebenernya

mulai dari foto foto sampe bisa nyambung ke miyabi, yang mosh dengan hebatnya bisa kepikiran buat ngomong "aku gamau menculik miyabi, aku maunya diculik sama miyabi, soalnya kalo nyulik miyabi brarti aku yg terobsesi sama miyabi tapi kalo diculik brarti miyabi brarti miyabinya yg terobsesi! yahahah"

kalo udah sama mosh, rasanya smua setress langsung ilang

kita becanda-becanda, ngakak bersama, sampe akirnya kita pindah ke black canyon

nyampe ke black canyon, temennya mosh ilang satu, yang katanya harus pulang

akirnya tinggal ber empat.

selama di black canyon, gak tau udah brapa kali si mosh ini ke toilet!

masa minum 1 gelas aja sampe pipisnya berliter liter

ato mungkin mosh kencing kencing terus gara-gara aku sama smie terlalu keren :D

kekekekekeke.

kita moto moto benda apapun yang bisa difoto, tapi objek favorite ku adalah MOSH!

kapan lagi loh bisa motret binatang langka secara gratis di sutos? muahahaha

kita ngobrol ber jam jam, ngebahas bulu keteknya cewe di meja sebelah

abis gitu kita muter muter sutos, dan si MOSH udah PERSIS DEH SAMA ARTIS (baca:mirip justin bieber)

hampir tiap 3 meter pasti ada aja yang nyamperin mosh.

dari yang temennya mosh yang pendek tambah smakin pendek, yang mantannya baru di omongin tiba-tiba nongol, pokoknya serasa jalan sama artis deh.

sesi trakir kita, yatu FOTO FOTO.

mumpung udah bawa kamera, akirnya kita foto sama si MOSH sebanyak banyaknya

(kapan lagi bisa foto sama binatang langka di sutossss???)

hari ini, mosh jadi artis mendadak.

dan hari ini, ga bakal aku lupain.

dua puluh lima september dua ribu sepuluh, sutos, crz, smie, and mosh

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

-graduation, vitamin C

{05.18}

Jumat, 24 September 2010

september wishlist

1.i want vans!

gimme that shit!

2.a danbo!

does anybody know where can i get this doll?

3.meet my-soon-to-be-husband , my dear Christofer

4.black,white,and dark purple nail polish from face shop

5. nail piercing....okay this one is kinda weird hehehe

sooo cute isn't it? :D

6. hair extension

7.more ear piercing

{03.32}

Rabu, 22 September 2010

Last Christmas, new year, and my 15th birthday

Brapa bulan lagi udah mau Christmas lagi.

Ga brasa waktu jalan dengan sangat cepat.

Inget xmas, tiba2 jd keinget sama hal hal yang terjadi taon lalu.

Taon lalu aku ngerayain xmas di Tokyo, yang ngebikin aku ga bs bbman, smsan, ato ngucapin xmas ke temen2. Christmas taon itu beda, karena ada yang hilang.

Ya, Stanley ga ada. Kita berpisah dikarenakan KEBODOHANNYA Stanley yang lebih milih pacarnya (hehehe) dari pada temenan (stanley kalo baca pasti meso2 =P)

Jam 12 di indo brarti jam 2 di Tokyo. Aku begadang ga tidur cuma mandangin HP sambil berharep ada sms masuk dari Stanley yg ngucapin merry xmas ato apalah.

Ditungguin smpe subuh juga ga dating, akirnya tidur dgn kecewa.

Ga ada satupun sms ato wall fb dr Stanley ato apalah. Mungkin S

tanley udah bener-bener milih pacarnya sampe lebih milih pacaran dari pada temenan lagi.

Yah, mau digimanin, cinta membuat orang buta sampe mau aja di goblok-goblokin. Wkwkwk :p

Ga lama abis xmas, aku balik ke Indo.

Selama 5hari dr xmas ke taon baru, bawaannya sedih. Sedih soalnya pikirku pertemenanku sama Stanley yang udah dr TeKa, masih sama2 ingusan, ngompolan, berakhir dengan amat sangat mengenaskan karena dipaksa sama sang pacar.

Mengenaskan? Banget. Banyak banget hal hal bodoh yang kita lakuin b

ersama, nakal bareng, dan ga segampang itu ngelupainnya !

Tanggal 31 pun akirnya dateng. Sepertia biasa, tiap tanggal 31 malem slalu aku ada di rumah sodaraku dan kita pasti nonton kembang api bareng, kita joget2 sampe capek, pokoknya kita gila-gilaan.

Menjelang jam 12 malem, di BBM udah rameee banget sama broadcast2 ato org yg nge sms happy new year.

Karena pas itu contact BBMku ada sekitar 300an contact, pas new year langsung geter terus ga berenti.

Pas jam 12 tepat, udah sekitar 50an bb

m. Aku berharap ada Stanley salah satu dari para orang orang yg nge bbm. Setelah nyari2 namanya dgn penuh harapan, hasilnya nihil. Ga ada namanya. Aku nunggu sampe jam 3, begadang, sambil balesin satu2 bbm, ternyata Stanley ga ngucapin juga ! gila, bener bener ya nih anak, xmas ga ngomong, new year ga ngomong. Bener bener mantep mau ninggalin kali ya. Akirnya sama kyk xmas, tdr dengan kecewa.

Besok siangnya, tiba tiba bener bener kangen kangen kangenn banget sama Stanley. Udah ga nahan

Akirnya dengan bondo nekat, aku nge bbm asal si Stanley. Ekspetasi ku ga bakal di bales.

Tapi….. ternyta…DIBALES

Kita maaf2an, kita chat, dan tiba tiba..aer mataku netes

Ga bisa brenti. Aku sendiri kaget bisa tiba tiba nanges. Mungkin aku nangis karena terlalu senang, dan mungkin aku nangis juga gara gara terlalu sedih, atao mungkin ku nangis karena…udah terlalu kangen.

Kita bbman membahas hal hal konyol seperti biasa. Dari yang makan taoge bikin subur, yang makan lontong balap, yang lomba lari ngejer pesawat, sampe ke orang hamil pun diomongin.

Rasanya kayak balik ke berbulan bulan yang lalu pas Stanley masih belom pacaran, masih gila dan ceplas ceplos. Tapi sayang, kita kembali deket cuma dlm waktu singkat.

Kembali ke sekolah, brarti kembali saling gak kenal

Dan yak, kita akirnya pura pura ga kenal lagi

Sampe pas tanggal 7, yang amazingly Stanley inget aku ultah, dan dia nyelametin aku diem diem

Pas turun tangga, aku papas an sama Stanley.

Aku nunduk nunduk, takut nangis kalo liad mukanya dia

Ga disangka, dia ngucapin sesuatu

“sstt, chris happy bday ya”

kyk ketimpuk sejuta duren

seneng, terharu, sedih, manis asem asin rame rasanya

3 kata penuh makna yg ngerubah hariku jd krasa indah. Iya aku tau ini lebay, tapi inilah kenyataan. Buahahaha

7 januari 2010,adalah ulang tahun paling dramatis selama 15taon aku idup

sekarang, udah September. Udah brapa bulan sjak Stanley putus, dan kita kembali temenan *yeyyy* .

kita temenan lagi kayak dulu, gila gilaan, bbman sampe jempolnya sixpack

kita ternyata emang jodoh temenan. Mau dipisahin gimanapun caranya, kita pasti bakal tetep kembali temenan dgn berbagai cara.

Dari dulu, sekarang, sampe seterusnya, kita bakal slalu temenan. Selalu.

Kita teman. Teman spesial , ga bisa dipisahin.

Kita spesial. Spesial pake telor, ga pake cabe, dan dikaretin 2.

Hahahahahahaha friends forever .

bestfriend is siblings God forgot to give is :)

P.S

Plekky LOVE Telly ; whatever it takes

{04.28}

Rabu, 15 September 2010

so, here i am

I act so tough on the outside, like nothing in the world bothers me. Secretly, I just want someone to notice something when they look in my eyes. To know that I really am not okay. I would be so happy if just one person stopped and asked me what’s wrong.

{07.11}

Selasa, 14 September 2010

right now

I wanna see you. And hug you. And kiss you. And make you smile. And make you laugh. And just lie on the sofa next to you. And then just fall asleep beside you. It'd be nice..

{21.50}

all the time

don’t talk to me because you’re "bored." i’m not here to entertain you. and don’t come to me only when you need a favor. i don’t like being used. just get the fuck away cause i’m not going to be your last resort. i want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. those kind of people are worth my time.

{00.54}

Senin, 13 September 2010

dear you,

I hate the fact that you ignore me for so long

Then you start talking to me like nothing happened

and by saying the simplest things, you make me smile

{23.21}

We all have that boy; he’s the boy we try to pretend we aren’t looking for as we make our way to class. He’s the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore. He’s the boy that gives you the cliche butterflies, complete with the weakness in the knees. He’s the boy we’re thinking about as we read this. I think every single girl has this boy, and every single girl will remember him forever - he’s not the one for us, but he’ll always be somewhere in our hearts.

{09.44}

I don’t expect to talk to him every minute of my everyday.
I don’t need him to buy me gifts.
I don’t need to see him everyday.
I don’t need him to be checking up on me all the time.
I don’t expect to be touchin’ and feelin’ all the time.
But what I do need is for him to be faithful to the relationship, and realize that saying I love you isn’t just three words you toss around.

{09.42}

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. I have high expectations. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

{05.05}

Sabtu, 11 September 2010

6:25 confession

You're nice to anyone and I catched it wrong,I thought you're in love with me... cause i'm secretly in love with you.

{04.24}

Some guys need to stfu and stop pretending to be sweethearts saying shit like "oh girls need to stop putting on make-up, you're all beautiful the way you are." Seriously, if we didn't put on make-up, do our hair, and dress the way we do, you wouldn't even take a second glance at

{04.18}

thats why i love you

When I'm with you, I act different. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don't have to pretend everything is okay when it's really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don't feel hurt and alone when I'm with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You're easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don't have to worry about holding back with you. I don't feel self conscious. I don't ever feel insecure or sad. you show me that you really do care, and you're not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you I'm different. With you, I'm happy.

{04.14}

Jumat, 10 September 2010

infinite

{23.25}

i wanna go there

even i have no idea where it is

{23.06}

100th post

I wanna be the girl who makes your bad days better. The one that makes you say, “My life has changed since I met her.”

{05.44}

boredome

{01.26}

Kamis, 09 September 2010

orat oret

{00.12}

Rabu, 08 September 2010

cute quote

When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. Sssoooo, lets all get drunk, and go to heaven.

-garz

{06.15}

Selasa, 07 September 2010

o8.o9.1o

"Tell me why, why are we still friends?

when everything says we should be more than we are."

{23.05}

Senin, 06 September 2010

"you're mothafucking driving me fucking insane. you never realize how much i think about you..all those sleepless nights..you never know..and everytime i woke up i was hoping for a single reply from you! and you know what.. i got nothing."

-albert

{10.12}

FUCK OFF

you saw her

you like her

you chased her

you got her

she gave you all of her heart

you got fucking bored

you leave her

fuck you, thank you, goodfckingbye

{08.21}

Minggu, 05 September 2010

I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be..

{21.45}

song of the day

Terlalu Sadis Caramu
Menjadikan Diriku
Pelampiasan Cintamu
Agar Dia Kembali Padamu
Tanpa Perduli Sakitnya Aku

Semoga Tuhan Membalas Semua Yang Terjadi
Kepadaku Suatu Saat Nanti
Hingga Kau Sadari Sesungguhnya Yang Kau Punya
Hanya Aku Tempatmu Kembali
Sebagai Cintamu

hanya aku tempatmu kembali

sadis - afgan

{21.18}

forgotten by the one i cant forget

when a guy says "i love u forever", it means, he loves you until he get the other one

boys.

they are all the SAME

no matter how hard they tell us, the girls that they're different,

they're just all the same

i'm over him , stanley

and now im stuck with the new one

no, im not in love with him

no, am not going to make the same old mistake

but i can't deny, i get jealous easily with him

he bring me up, he lend me his shoulder to cry on

his stupid jokes, his horrible voice,

he'd replace s for a second

but in the end, he ditch me

for another girl, that prettier than me

he broke his promises

thanks for leaving

thanks for ditching

thanks for everything

thanks for forgetting

i will never forget you.

{07.16}

Sabtu, 04 September 2010

I ♥ S T A N L E Y

{09.28}

GM o4 sept 2o1o :D

satu kata : SERU BANGETS !

makasi baaanget buat MY BEST GAY FRIEND , STANLEY LIE

yang slalu ada di saat aku sedih

slalu siap ngehibur aku

dude, you always knew how to cheer me up

you always know how to make me smile

you're irreplaceable

i love love love you , as my friend :)

{08.16}

Jumat, 03 September 2010

confession

Honestly, I’m scared to get too close to people. It seems that everytime I get close to someone, they always have a reason to leave later on. Maybe its fate teaching me that life goes on, or maybe I just trust the wrong people.

{08.58}

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

- Chuck Palahniuk

{08.56}

sometimes

Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you.

Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who’s actually listening.

Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who’s still standing by your side.

Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who’s there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.

{08.55}

♥♥♥

you know what’s cuter than a boy who can sing? A boy who can’t sing but tries to sing for you anyways just to make you smile.

{08.48}

i dressed for you.

{06.15}

stop being a boys and start being a man

Guys should stop expecting girls to be perfect;

flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and top of all that, they have to dress like a whore and be one as well nobody can measure up that and its not fair, nobody should have to.

girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hot or sexy.

stop acting like boys and start being men.

realize that women don't exist to fulfill your sexual desires.

perfect girls doesnt exist. if you're searching for a perfect girl, go buy a barbie!

{03.32}

Kamis, 02 September 2010

chasing pavement

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

i know, i ran out of time

sorry i screwed everything up.

i love you

i don't wanna let you go

but letting you go is the only way to proof that i love you,

i love you enough to let you go

i love you enough

{08.12}

{08.07}