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Selasa, 31 Agustus 2010
FML . hari ini bisa dibilang salah satu hari terburukku
kenapa? banyak kejadian sampah yang terjadi hari ini
pagi, jam pertama ada pelajaran si yanto. seperti biasa, setiap pelajarannya yanto pasti bakal ada keributan
dan hari ini ternyata ribut lagi ! satu kelas ugal-ugalan. nilai ulangan satu kelas bisa di bilang agak hancur
bentrok dengan yanto pun diakhiri dengan yanto yang (aku paksa) minta maaf untuk sekelas dan (dengan dipaksa JN) dia ngaku salah.
yak, masalah pertama selesai
lanjut lagi istirahat.
seperti biasa, tiap kali istirahat slalu ngumpul bareng temen temen
ga ada angin ga ada ujan tiba2 temenku nyeletuk
"eh chris, kamu dipanggil loh, sama danny sama darell, mau di SP"
"JUANCOK! SP? DOSA APA AKU?"
"katanya gara gara telad mungkin"
")(!@&#*& AKU KAN GA PERNAH TELAT ! errrr pernah sekali sih. tp masa gara gara itu doang langsung di SP?"
aku panik . ya, panik .
padahal sebelumnya, di SP ato skors ato Map Merah udah hal biasa lagi buat aku
bahkan di SP pun aku masih bisa ketawa ketiwi tanpa rasa bersalahh
tapi sekarang beda! baru 1bulan 2minggu aku di sma, langsung SP?
bel pun bunyi, aku balik ke kelas
selama di kelas, rasa panik ku udah ilang...sampe tiba tiba wali kelasku si burita gila pun manggil aku
kata kata penyambutnya adalah kata kata yang aduhai indahnya
"kenapa saat di panggil pak ANDREAS tidak datang?"
DEG! pak ANDREAS. rasanya saat burita ngomong kata kata ANDREAS itu kayak di stabilo tebel dan dikasi underline . nohok di hati
aku PALING AMAT SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT MALAS urusan lagi dengan pak ANDREAS (yg sekarang naek tingkat jd guru BP dan nyawaku terancam)
akhirnya dengan malas-malasan, aku pergi ke ruang guru dan bertemu pak andreas(u) .
disana aku di omongin macem macem dan intinya aku positive di SP karena point ku ilang sepertiga hanya dalam 1bulan.
dari 250 point tinggal 165
muke gile coy , 85point yang lain kemanaaaaa??
ternyata 85point itu melayang gara gara si yantocok tikus gila yg super longor
dan kerelain si pinoy alay mbok jamu edan
aku diomongin macem macem tp ga aku dengerin soalnya otak dan telinga gamau kerjasama. pikiranku udah melayang sendiri. 1bulan 85 point? masih sisa 9bulan ? gimana caraku bisa bertahan?
oh men, im fucked up
aku ga pernahh habis pikir, selama di smp, kenakalan dan keusilanku bisa 3x lipat jauh lebih bejad dr pd kelas sma ini
bahkan guru guru pun sudah tidak menganggap aku murid karena sudah terlalu capek untuk ngingetin aku
di saat semuanya dihukum karena ga bawa buku, aku bawa atau ga bawa tetap dibiarkan.
begitu juga dengan ulangan. aku nyontek,guru tutup sebelah mata, karena meskipun aku di beri 0, aku akan tetep nyontek(hey! nyontek itu sehat,dan melatih kejelian mata)
banyak guru yg nangis gara gara tingkahku
orangtua pun dipanggil berkali kali , tapi aku secuek cuek bebek
tujuanku cuma lulus unas
ulanganku nilainya semuanya luar biasa
80? 90? ato 100 mungkin?
itu mah biasa ! nilaiku bener bener spektakuler
dari 0,2 lah ada yang 23 dan yang paling parah nilaiku adalah -20 . yap, MINUS 20. aku lupa itu pelajaran apa tapi nilai itu nilai yang paling buruk yang pernah aku dapetin
luar biasa kan keadaanku saat smp?
sampai aku hampir tidak naik gara gara nilai sikapku D dan itupun karena ulah si asu
tapi point ku ga pernah di minus! mungkin cuma diminus 3x itupun awal awal.
kelas 10? aku diem doang dikelas. kasus yang pernah terjadi cuma kasus sama si yanto
tapi langsung di SP?
gila woy, aku smp bener bener ugal-ugalan
sma aku bisa di bilang alim, tapi malah si SP?
fuck off, guru guru ga profesional !
setelah di ocehin macem macem, aku disuruh bikin surat pernyataan
karena udah males berdebat, akirnya aku ikutin aja perintah andreas buat bikin surat.
selesai bikin surat, aku balik ke kelas.
selama kelas aku ga bisa konsen. pikiranku masih kebawa soal SP
sampe disini, ini adalah kejadian buruk pertama
kejadian buruk ke 2 pun menyusul
di kelas math, hasil ulangan dibagikan.
memang aku ga bisa ulangannya, tapi ga nyangka banget hasilnya segini keren
nilaiku 28. ga percaya, sampe kertasnya aku bolak balik.
karena emosiku udah di ubun ubun, akirnya spontan air mataku ngalir
bukan karena aku takut SP, tapi terlalu emosi tapi ga bisa ngeluarin
semua temen di kelas shock aku nangis
kontan semuanya langsung bingung sendiri
they try to cheer me up, they treat me like a baby, masa aku ditawarin permen?
hahahaha makasih btw, mungkin klo nawarinnya cheese cake emosiku langsung ilang =P
ini shock therapy yang ke 2, yaitu nilaiku buruk
setelahh ini, kasus ke 3 bakal nyusul
setelah math, kelas kimia
bakal ada ulangan tentang atom. sebenernya aku udah blajar, tapi gara gara kepikiran soal SP, saat ulangan pun aku ga bisa konsen. 30menit aku udah nyelesaiin semuanya, trus aku kumpulin ke gurunya.
gurunya tampak shock pas ngeliat kertasku.
saat mau membacakan nilai pun, gurunya sampai ga berani
ga brani bilang soalnya nilaiku jelek banget.
setelah tawar menawar sama gurunya, akirnya gurunya setuju untuk ngasi tau nilaiku
dan ternyataaaa....nilaiku ga kalah spektakuler sama nilai mathku...
aku dapet 33 dengan sukses. hahahaaha
gilaaa mimpi apa aku semalem sampe hari ini bisa apes kyk gini
oh Tuhan kenapa stiap aku mau tobat slalu aja ada halangan.
entah di skors ato di SP ato di apain lah.
apa aku ini ga pantes tobat ya Tuhan? :(
kenapa nasibku ngenes kayak gini? :'(
FUCK MY LIFE . I WANT MY JUNIOR HIGH BACK
I MISS MY PREVIOUS CLASS, MY FRIENDS, THE TEACHERS, AND ALL OF 'EM :(
kenapa? banyak kejadian sampah yang terjadi hari ini
pagi, jam pertama ada pelajaran si yanto. seperti biasa, setiap pelajarannya yanto pasti bakal ada keributan
dan hari ini ternyata ribut lagi ! satu kelas ugal-ugalan. nilai ulangan satu kelas bisa di bilang agak hancur
bentrok dengan yanto pun diakhiri dengan yanto yang (aku paksa) minta maaf untuk sekelas dan (dengan dipaksa JN) dia ngaku salah.
yak, masalah pertama selesai
lanjut lagi istirahat.
seperti biasa, tiap kali istirahat slalu ngumpul bareng temen temen
ga ada angin ga ada ujan tiba2 temenku nyeletuk
"eh chris, kamu dipanggil loh, sama danny sama darell, mau di SP"
"JUANCOK! SP? DOSA APA AKU?"
"katanya gara gara telad mungkin"
")(!@&#*& AKU KAN GA PERNAH TELAT ! errrr pernah sekali sih. tp masa gara gara itu doang langsung di SP?"
aku panik . ya, panik .
padahal sebelumnya, di SP ato skors ato Map Merah udah hal biasa lagi buat aku
bahkan di SP pun aku masih bisa ketawa ketiwi tanpa rasa bersalahh
tapi sekarang beda! baru 1bulan 2minggu aku di sma, langsung SP?
bel pun bunyi, aku balik ke kelas
selama di kelas, rasa panik ku udah ilang...sampe tiba tiba wali kelasku si burita gila pun manggil aku
kata kata penyambutnya adalah kata kata yang aduhai indahnya
"kenapa saat di panggil pak ANDREAS tidak datang?"
DEG! pak ANDREAS. rasanya saat burita ngomong kata kata ANDREAS itu kayak di stabilo tebel dan dikasi underline . nohok di hati
aku PALING AMAT SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT MALAS urusan lagi dengan pak ANDREAS (yg sekarang naek tingkat jd guru BP dan nyawaku terancam)
akhirnya dengan malas-malasan, aku pergi ke ruang guru dan bertemu pak andreas(u) .
disana aku di omongin macem macem dan intinya aku positive di SP karena point ku ilang sepertiga hanya dalam 1bulan.
dari 250 point tinggal 165
muke gile coy , 85point yang lain kemanaaaaa??
ternyata 85point itu melayang gara gara si yantocok tikus gila yg super longor
dan kerelain si pinoy alay mbok jamu edan
aku diomongin macem macem tp ga aku dengerin soalnya otak dan telinga gamau kerjasama. pikiranku udah melayang sendiri. 1bulan 85 point? masih sisa 9bulan ? gimana caraku bisa bertahan?
oh men, im fucked up
aku ga pernahh habis pikir, selama di smp, kenakalan dan keusilanku bisa 3x lipat jauh lebih bejad dr pd kelas sma ini
bahkan guru guru pun sudah tidak menganggap aku murid karena sudah terlalu capek untuk ngingetin aku
di saat semuanya dihukum karena ga bawa buku, aku bawa atau ga bawa tetap dibiarkan.
begitu juga dengan ulangan. aku nyontek,guru tutup sebelah mata, karena meskipun aku di beri 0, aku akan tetep nyontek(hey! nyontek itu sehat,dan melatih kejelian mata)
banyak guru yg nangis gara gara tingkahku
orangtua pun dipanggil berkali kali , tapi aku secuek cuek bebek
tujuanku cuma lulus unas
ulanganku nilainya semuanya luar biasa
80? 90? ato 100 mungkin?
itu mah biasa ! nilaiku bener bener spektakuler
dari 0,2 lah ada yang 23 dan yang paling parah nilaiku adalah -20 . yap, MINUS 20. aku lupa itu pelajaran apa tapi nilai itu nilai yang paling buruk yang pernah aku dapetin
luar biasa kan keadaanku saat smp?
sampai aku hampir tidak naik gara gara nilai sikapku D dan itupun karena ulah si asu
tapi point ku ga pernah di minus! mungkin cuma diminus 3x itupun awal awal.
kelas 10? aku diem doang dikelas. kasus yang pernah terjadi cuma kasus sama si yanto
tapi langsung di SP?
gila woy, aku smp bener bener ugal-ugalan
sma aku bisa di bilang alim, tapi malah si SP?
fuck off, guru guru ga profesional !
setelah di ocehin macem macem, aku disuruh bikin surat pernyataan
karena udah males berdebat, akirnya aku ikutin aja perintah andreas buat bikin surat.
selesai bikin surat, aku balik ke kelas.
selama kelas aku ga bisa konsen. pikiranku masih kebawa soal SP
sampe disini, ini adalah kejadian buruk pertama
kejadian buruk ke 2 pun menyusul
di kelas math, hasil ulangan dibagikan.
memang aku ga bisa ulangannya, tapi ga nyangka banget hasilnya segini keren
nilaiku 28. ga percaya, sampe kertasnya aku bolak balik.
karena emosiku udah di ubun ubun, akirnya spontan air mataku ngalir
bukan karena aku takut SP, tapi terlalu emosi tapi ga bisa ngeluarin
semua temen di kelas shock aku nangis
kontan semuanya langsung bingung sendiri
they try to cheer me up, they treat me like a baby, masa aku ditawarin permen?
hahahaha makasih btw, mungkin klo nawarinnya cheese cake emosiku langsung ilang =P
ini shock therapy yang ke 2, yaitu nilaiku buruk
setelahh ini, kasus ke 3 bakal nyusul
setelah math, kelas kimia
bakal ada ulangan tentang atom. sebenernya aku udah blajar, tapi gara gara kepikiran soal SP, saat ulangan pun aku ga bisa konsen. 30menit aku udah nyelesaiin semuanya, trus aku kumpulin ke gurunya.
gurunya tampak shock pas ngeliat kertasku.
saat mau membacakan nilai pun, gurunya sampai ga berani
ga brani bilang soalnya nilaiku jelek banget.
setelah tawar menawar sama gurunya, akirnya gurunya setuju untuk ngasi tau nilaiku
dan ternyataaaa....nilaiku ga kalah spektakuler sama nilai mathku...
aku dapet 33 dengan sukses. hahahaaha
gilaaa mimpi apa aku semalem sampe hari ini bisa apes kyk gini
oh Tuhan kenapa stiap aku mau tobat slalu aja ada halangan.
entah di skors ato di SP ato di apain lah.
apa aku ini ga pantes tobat ya Tuhan? :(
kenapa nasibku ngenes kayak gini? :'(
FUCK MY LIFE . I WANT MY JUNIOR HIGH BACK
I MISS MY PREVIOUS CLASS, MY FRIENDS, THE TEACHERS, AND ALL OF 'EM :(
{02.20}
Senin, 30 Agustus 2010
A heartbreak is a heartbreak
not a heart loss
you will be able to love again.
There's a reason why a heart breaks.
It breaks because it needs
to be put back together
by the right person.
{06.19}
Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you
Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again
-zorro ost
{06.06}
{05.04}
Sabtu, 28 Agustus 2010
It’ll be sweet that we’ll both grow old together, we’ll look at each other and smile and laugh and compare who has aged better. Then we’ll hug and kiss like how we did when we first met; fight like lovers; and love like we’ve never loved before. Love is beautiful.
-jessP
{02.19}
Jumat, 27 Agustus 2010
Men hate to cry, they rarely ever do. But, when a man cries over you, you know he loves you. Because men only cry when they lost something or are afraid of losing something that they love as much or more than themselves
{22.28}
You build me up just to tear me down
Tell me I’m the one then you run around
{22.13}
I used to be the girl who smiled all the time, who saw the best in everything and everyone but now days, the smiles are fake, the thoughts are dark and the view ahead looks black. I’ll stop faking my smile, i’ll stop being sad but sometimes I wonder if that’s all it takes
{21.58}
yesterday you saw me
Now you love me
Tomorrow you'll ditch me
Later you'll miss me
{21.43}
{20.49}
1. I can be myself when I'm with you.
2. You fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.
3. You love me even with all my faults.
4. You are so beautiful to me.
5. I don't have to vacuum before you come over.
6. You're never boring.
7. Even when I'm grumpy, you still like me.
8. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day.
9. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
10. We both know that together we can work out anything.
11. You never make fun of me, even when I look like a clown.
12. Because you make me feel like I've never felt before.
13. I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.
14. You never say, "Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?"
15. We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.
16. You're the light in my life, you're the inspiration.
17. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright.
18. I love sharing rainbow walks with you.
19. You always seem to know when things aren't going great.
20. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive.
21. You never intimidate me.
22. You know how to bring a smile to my face.
23. You're always on my side.
24. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if I've seen you the day before.
25. You're so dependable and trustworthy.
26. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and a tissue.
27. When I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter.
28. 'Coz a smile from you can chase away all the blues.
29. When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.
30. You and me together...we can make magic.
31. When you're around, everything's fun.
32. We're a perfect match.
33. We both really can't do without each other.
34. Thinking of you add a wonderful touch of love to my every day.
35. You've taught me the meaning of love and sharing. Our world is more complete because of it.
36. You understand me even when I'm sobbing.
37. Every moment spent with you is one filled with fun.
38. Your idea of a big night out is just the two of us.
39. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.
40. With you I feel, as if in a single lifetime, I have known the joy of a thousand years.
41. You at least pretend you're going to do what I suggest.
42. You never give up on me and that's what keeps me going.
43. You're as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.
44. You're simply irresistible.
45. Sometimes you call just because you're thinking about me.
46. I can feel it, in the warmth of your touch, 'cause it touches my heart and soul.
47. For your sensitivity and support.
48. I love your smile.I really do. =)
49. Your terrific sense of humor...you know how to make me laugh.
50. I love you because you bring out the best in me.
51. You never get mad at me...even when I drive you up the wall.
52. 'Coz you're amazing, dazzling, and extra nice.
53. You understand if I forget something worth remembering.
54. In the story of my life, the best chapters are filled with you.
55. You always know just how to spoil me.
56. You're a good sport even when I'm not.
57. Every heartbeat belongs to you.
58. It's in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.
59. Every time I look at you my heart misses a beat.
60. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
61. You're the one who holds the key to my heart.
62. I like sharing crazy times with you because you add the spice to my life.
63. When we're together, time just comes to a halt.
64. You can read my innermost thoughts.
65. Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.
66. You bring to me joy beyond measure.
67. Your idea of fun is laughing really hard and playing practical jokes.
68. You never snore while I'm talking to you.
69. Honey, you're that someone who makes happiness happen.
70. I feel so at ease in your arms.
71. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.
72. Since the day you came into my life, everything's perfect.
73. We share the right kind of love.
74. You always say what I need to hear.
75. All I need to do is look at you and.
76. You're cool--no matter what the time, no matter what the place.
77. All the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.
78. I want to stay forever with you.
79. I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.
80. You've taught me the meaning of love.
81. The softness of your voice is like satin on my soul.
82. You're so cuddlesome.
83. I love all the ways you give.
84. I just can't imagine being me without you.
85. You're my anchor in life's ocean and most of all, you're my best friend.
86. You're always on my mind. I just can't do without you.
87. Just a touch and I lose my heart all over again.
88. You've seen me at my worst and you still love me.
89. You're so magnetic I just keep coming back to you.
90. Love is what you mean to me...and you mean everything.
91. You are my theme for a dream.
92. You're someone I can be goofy with.
93. I enjoy being with you.
94. You'd give up your favorite pastime to be with me.
95. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.
96. Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.
97. You excite me, delight me, ignite me.
98. You know all my secrets and keep them.
99. You're too hot to handle.
100. I've had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
101. I love you for you!
2. You fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.
3. You love me even with all my faults.
4. You are so beautiful to me.
5. I don't have to vacuum before you come over.
6. You're never boring.
7. Even when I'm grumpy, you still like me.
8. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day.
9. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
10. We both know that together we can work out anything.
11. You never make fun of me, even when I look like a clown.
12. Because you make me feel like I've never felt before.
13. I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.
14. You never say, "Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?"
15. We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.
16. You're the light in my life, you're the inspiration.
17. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright.
18. I love sharing rainbow walks with you.
19. You always seem to know when things aren't going great.
20. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive.
21. You never intimidate me.
22. You know how to bring a smile to my face.
23. You're always on my side.
24. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if I've seen you the day before.
25. You're so dependable and trustworthy.
26. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and a tissue.
27. When I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter.
28. 'Coz a smile from you can chase away all the blues.
29. When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.
30. You and me together...we can make magic.
31. When you're around, everything's fun.
32. We're a perfect match.
33. We both really can't do without each other.
34. Thinking of you add a wonderful touch of love to my every day.
35. You've taught me the meaning of love and sharing. Our world is more complete because of it.
36. You understand me even when I'm sobbing.
37. Every moment spent with you is one filled with fun.
38. Your idea of a big night out is just the two of us.
39. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.
40. With you I feel, as if in a single lifetime, I have known the joy of a thousand years.
41. You at least pretend you're going to do what I suggest.
42. You never give up on me and that's what keeps me going.
43. You're as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.
44. You're simply irresistible.
45. Sometimes you call just because you're thinking about me.
46. I can feel it, in the warmth of your touch, 'cause it touches my heart and soul.
47. For your sensitivity and support.
48. I love your smile.I really do. =)
49. Your terrific sense of humor...you know how to make me laugh.
50. I love you because you bring out the best in me.
51. You never get mad at me...even when I drive you up the wall.
52. 'Coz you're amazing, dazzling, and extra nice.
53. You understand if I forget something worth remembering.
54. In the story of my life, the best chapters are filled with you.
55. You always know just how to spoil me.
56. You're a good sport even when I'm not.
57. Every heartbeat belongs to you.
58. It's in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.
59. Every time I look at you my heart misses a beat.
60. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
61. You're the one who holds the key to my heart.
62. I like sharing crazy times with you because you add the spice to my life.
63. When we're together, time just comes to a halt.
64. You can read my innermost thoughts.
65. Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.
66. You bring to me joy beyond measure.
67. Your idea of fun is laughing really hard and playing practical jokes.
68. You never snore while I'm talking to you.
69. Honey, you're that someone who makes happiness happen.
70. I feel so at ease in your arms.
71. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.
72. Since the day you came into my life, everything's perfect.
73. We share the right kind of love.
74. You always say what I need to hear.
75. All I need to do is look at you and.
76. You're cool--no matter what the time, no matter what the place.
77. All the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.
78. I want to stay forever with you.
79. I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.
80. You've taught me the meaning of love.
81. The softness of your voice is like satin on my soul.
82. You're so cuddlesome.
83. I love all the ways you give.
84. I just can't imagine being me without you.
85. You're my anchor in life's ocean and most of all, you're my best friend.
86. You're always on my mind. I just can't do without you.
87. Just a touch and I lose my heart all over again.
88. You've seen me at my worst and you still love me.
89. You're so magnetic I just keep coming back to you.
90. Love is what you mean to me...and you mean everything.
91. You are my theme for a dream.
92. You're someone I can be goofy with.
93. I enjoy being with you.
94. You'd give up your favorite pastime to be with me.
95. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.
96. Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.
97. You excite me, delight me, ignite me.
98. You know all my secrets and keep them.
99. You're too hot to handle.
100. I've had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
101. I love you for you!
{09.01}
He would scream 'I love you' down the halls, not caring who heard him.
He would go on a walk with me when it is freezing cold outside. Hot chocolate in one hand, my hand in the other.
He would sing outloud to any song, even if I call him stupid names. He would let me sing outloud, and won't call me weird.
He will sit outside with me because there's nothing else to do and he won't say he is bored once.
He will let me look like crap, wearing a big t-shirt and shorts and still call me beautiful.
He would write me thousands of notes everyday telling me how much he loves me.
He would come to my house at nine in the morning to wake me up on the weekends.
He would take me to the park and push me on the swings.
He won't be shy around my family, and he will act like he's a part of it.
He'll argue with my friends that he loves me more.
He'll keep every single promise he makes.
He'd run up to me and hug me whenever he sees me.
He won't be scared to dance infront of me or act stupid.
He'll spend my birthday with me and my crazy friends.
He will rent all the chick flicks he knows of, and watch them with me when i'm ill.
He will pick his friends over me sometimes.
He'll remember our anniversaries before I do.
He'll call me at night right before I go to bed just so he knows his voice is the last I hear before I go to sleep.
He would push my hair away when it's in my face.
He would wear his favourite shirt of mine every monday.
He wont ask me whats wrong when I look sad, he'll just kiss me on the forehead and cuddle me close.
He'll give me his jacket even if it's freezing and he won't make me feel guilty about it.
He would never get jealous, because he already knows how much I love him and that I love him more than anything.
and when he says forever. He means it.
{08.59}
1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.
2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.
3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.
4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.
5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.
6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.
7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).
8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.
9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.
10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.
11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.
12. Yes, you might be the reason we screw our exams.
13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.
14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.
15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.
16. We have mood swings. Get over it.
17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.
18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.
19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.
20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.
21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.
22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.
23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.
24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.
25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.
26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.
27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.
28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.
29. We think you are the best guy in the world.
30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl
31. We really do want you to stick up for us.
32. Compliments. We love them. :)
33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.
34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.
35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.
36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.
37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.
38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.
39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.
40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)
41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.
42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.
43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.
44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.
45. We never forget things. Ever.
46. We over-analyze everything.
47. We over-react to everything.
48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.
49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.
50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.
51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.
52. We don’t like being used.
53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.
54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…
55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.
56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.
57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.
58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.
59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.
60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.
{08.55}
Do you know how far the distance is between two people if they’ve already turn their backs on each other? You have to go around the whole world just to face again that person whom you have given up.
{08.46}
She may not be your dream come true,
She may not be the shooting star you've always wished,
But she will always try to be that one girl you've always needed.
1) She won't mind sleeping a little bit later just to talk to you, the guy she's been in love with
2) You've always been in her prayer
3) She would call or text you, in her busiest time, just to know if you're doing alright
4) She would never get mad at you, because she never wants to hurt your feeling
5) She may get jealous some times, but never get it the wrong way, it means she loves you a little too much
6) She hates waiting, but when it comes to waiting for someone she loves, she won't care
7) She can be your best friend and your lover at a time
8) She always wants you to be happy, even if she is no longer the part of it
9) She always wants you to find a reason to smile, even if she is no longer the reason
10) She may fake her smiles, but never her tears and feelings
11) She remembers every little thing about you
12) When you're near, her heart beats faster and slower at the same time
13) When you talk to her, she can't seem to stop smiling
14) When you hold her hands, her heart melts like never before
15) When you brush her hair, her cheeks blush
16) When you kiss her, her knees go weak
17) When you laugh, it warms her heart
18) When you cry, it bleeds her heart
19) When you're away, she'll never stop loving and missing you
20) When you leave her, you take parts of her, and her heart with you
21) She loves you for who you are, not for how you look
22) She loves you in and out
23) However sweaty you may get, she won't mind to give you a warm hug
24) However annoying you may get, she can never get mad
25) She never forgets every little thing she's done with you
26) She never forgets the times that bring smiles to her face
27) She never forgets the one that flies her high, and it's you
28) She never forgets her anniversary date
29) She loves the way you call her name
30) She loves you.
taken from tiffanywilliam :)
{01.59}
She may not be your dream come true,
She may not be the shooting star you've always wished,
But she will always try to be that one girl you've always needed.
1) She won't mind sleeping a little bit later just to talk to you, the guy she's been in love with
2) You've always been in her prayer
3) She would call or text you, in her busiest time, just to know if you're doing alright
4) She would never get mad at you, because she never wants to hurt your feeling
5) She may get jealous some times, but never get it the wrong way, it means she loves you a little too much
6) She hates waiting, but when it comes to waiting for someone she loves, she won't care
7) She can be your best friend and your lover at a time
8) She always wants you to be happy, even if she is no longer the part of it
9) She always wants you to find a reason to smile, even if she is no longer the reason
10) She may fake her smiles, but never her tears and feelings
11) She remembers every little thing about you
12) When you're near, her heart beats faster and slower at the same time
13) When you talk to her, she can't seem to stop smiling
14) When you hold her hands, her heart melts like never before
15) When you brush her hair, her cheeks blush
16) When you kiss her, her knees go weak
17) When you laugh, it warms her heart
18) When you cry, it bleeds her heart
19) When you're away, she'll never stop loving and missing you
20) When you leave her, you take parts of her, and her heart with you
21) She loves you for who you are, not for how you look
22) She loves you in and out
23) However sweaty you may get, she won't mind to give you a warm hug
24) However annoying you may get, she can never get mad
25) She never forgets every little thing she's done with you
26) She never forgets the times that bring smiles to her face
27) She never forgets the one that flies her high, and it's you
28) She never forgets her anniversary date
29) She loves the way you call her name
30) She loves you.
taken from tiffanywilliam :)
{01.59}
Sabtu, 14 Agustus 2010
KASUS KELUARGAKU.. .
SANGAT ANEH, WALAUPUN SECARA HUKUM ADALAH LEGAL DAN SAH....
Waktu aku berumur 23 tahun,
Aku menikahi seorang JANDA CANTIK berusia 35 tahun..
JANDA ITU
Memiliki anak yg juga SANGAT CANTIK berusia 12 TAHUN.
LIMA tahun kemudian,
ANAK TIRIKU saling jatuh cinta dgn AYAHKU YG DUDA dan tak lama kemudian mereka MENIKAH.
HAL INI BERARTI.....
AYAHKU SEKALIGUS MENJADI MENANTUKU, SUATU HAL YG MEMBINGUNGKANKU,
SEBAB
ANAK TIRIKU SEKALIGUS MENJADI IBU TIRIKU, KARENA DIA MENIKAH DENGAN AYAHKU....
KOMPLIKASI INI.......
MENJADI SEMAKIN PARAH DAN KACAU BALAU, KARENA AKU TELAH PUNYA SEORANG ANAK LELAKI DENGAN ISTRIKU YG BEKAS JANDA ITU.
ANAKKU .......
MENJADI SAUDARA DARI ANAK TIRIKU, BERARTI DIA ADALAH SAUDARA DARI AYAHKU...... .,
INI BERARTI..... .
ANAKKU ADALAH SEKALIGUS PAMANKU, SUATU HAL YG MEMBUATKU SEDIH SEKALI...
ISTRI AYAHKU...... .
YG JUGA ANAK TIRIKU, KEMUDIAN MELAHIRKAN SEORANG ANAK PEREMPUAN... .....
HAL INI BERARTI
ANAK PEREMPUAN ITU ADALAH CUCUKU, KARENA AKU ADALAH SUAMI DARI NENEKNYA
DAN SEKALIGUS SAUDARA PEREMPUANKU, KARENA DIA ADALAH ANAK DARI AYAHKU.
ISTRIKU ADALAH IBU DARI ANAK TIRIKU, YG JUGA MENJADI IBU TIRIKU,
KARENA DIA ADALAH ISTRI AYAHKU.
INI BERARTI DIA ADALAH ISTRIKU, DIA JUGA SEKALIGUS NENEKKU, KARENA DIA ADALAH NENEK DARI SAUDARA PEREMPUANKU. ........
BILA ISTRIKU ADALAH NENEKKU, BERARTI AKU ADALAH CUCUNYA..... .
DAN 1 HAL YG BIKIN AKU GILA BILA MEMIKIRKANNYA ADALAH:
SEBAGAI SUAMI DARI NENEKKU, BERARTI AKU MENJADI 'KAKEK DARI DIRIKU SENDIRI!!!!
yang lebih super gila lagi, ya yang baca ini, Sdh bingung gak ngerti gak karuan, masih diterusin sampe abis abis
{03.04}
Selasa, 10 Agustus 2010
'hey bitch,i love you. you're my best craziest friend. i wish this would last forever'
'i love you too, boy. cause when i'm with you, i could take off my mask and be myself'
'yea, that's why i like you . you're the craziest bitch i ever know'
'kay, fine , im a crazy bitch , but i'm pretty sure nobody could take my replace in your heart'
'of course ! i don't wanna lose you . you are my best friend ! forever! '
'...i wish we were more...'
'what?'
'nah,nothing'
'tell me!'
'ermmm...fuck you !'
'hey ! fuck you too !'
and we start arguing the stupid things,
stupid jokes,
start a little stupid war,
and finally , i fall asleep in his shoulder..
{04.36}
Minggu, 08 Agustus 2010
{01.27}
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth ?
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long...
Won't take long
Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday ....
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not do anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
someday-nina
{01.17}
Jumat, 06 Agustus 2010
you can only push a girl away for so long
until she walks out of from your life on her own
So be careful and make sure this is
What You Want
because once she turns a r o u n d
she isn't coming back
until she walks out of from your life on her own
So be careful and make sure this is
What You Want
because once she turns a r o u n d
she isn't coming back
{02.47}
my name! yayy :D
i'll upload the other next time
:D
{02.34}
if there are 100 steps distance between us,
just move 1 step
and i'll move 99 steps for you
:)
{02.32}
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented...
Daily defeated by you
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
I can't trust myself anymore
I've got to break through
So go on and scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
-going under
{02.25}
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
the days feel like years when I'm without you
When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
I love the things that you do
Dont you ever realize?
We were made for each other
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me...
-when you're gone
{02.21}
do you still remember?
the past we used to be
do you know?
that you used to be my hero
don't you realize?
that i've fall so deep in love with you since long long ago?
or you just pretend like you know nothing when you've know everything?
you can't live without me?
bullshit! you lived before you even met me
You're such an asshole!. A gorgeous, funny, charming asshole!
you used to beautify my day
but we lost it all
you've change . i really really miss the old you !
the past
me:if i go, would you beg me to stay?
you:i would...
the present
you DON'T!
part of me know that you let me go cos you think it's for my good
but part of me wants you to beg me to stay
those sweet memories turned out to be a sharp knife that tear my heart slowly everytime i remember them
i got so many things to learn
1.try to leave before you're left
2.if love were easy, no one would make a love song
3.Dealing with backstabbers, They're only powerful when you got ur back turned
4.don't love your bestfriend! mraz says that in love with a bestfriend is a lucky thing , but believe me , its the UNLUCKIEST thing!
{02.18}
heyyaa guys! :D
haven't post for a week
so many things happen
i don't know where to start
anyway , i miss my crazy guys .
long time no chit chat or text since they start their new life in collage in aussie or usa
well , i just got a new blackberry after 4months of hell without bb
i lost all of my friends contacts and now i dont know how to text you guys .
i lost your cellphone numb too :(
huhu . sorry
ps.
ping! me ; 226C614F
{02.08}
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