Gorgeous Lovestory Screaming Escapes

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i'm not ready

I don't wanna be in love , for now
i'm not ready
i' not ready for another heartbreak
i'm sick of crying
i'm sick of trying
i'm sick of giving all my best but gain nothing for it
i'm sick of pretending
to give a super happy face but breaking inside
laughing so hard but screaming and crying inside

i DO prefer fall of a bridge . it probably hurt less than fall in love


i do like you, dear
i feel like i've found my soulmate
you give me butterfly in my tummy
cause i could be myself when i'm with you
you bring out the best in me
i miss you when you're not around
you are so unique
you have a 'fucking' good attitude
you have a funny accent
you often make shitty action
you swear a lot and joked a lot
you're so mean and so sweet at the same time
i do like you
but , i'm not ready
for another heartbreak
and i don't wanna lose another best freak friend
i'm sorry